Today I woke up and worked a bit in the garden and wrote the first email of my mailing list to everyone. We (my parents and me) ate very well and after that I was a bit lost. Afterwards I went swimming an when coming back I had little to do for the first time in a long time. I guess its not actually a matter of having nothing to do but not really having good focus in this time. I might start meditating again. towards the evening I went to a ‘jagers & verzamelaars’ event at Margot & Hanna’s house. The first person spoke about creating a theatre play, I was somewhat critical of her handling of power relations. The second person talked about the placenta as an intersection of spirituality, womanhood, new age science/medicine, neoliberalism,… It was really interesting. I brought her (Lio) to the trainstation on the back of my bike in the end of the evening. On the train I checked some emails that were returned to me by people who received my mail. I got some really really beautiful responses. At home I wanted to continue on the mazzy star album but did not find the instrumental for the song ‘blue light’ but eventually managed to seperate the instrumental using very easy ai, this kind of blew my mind. I didnt get to singing but instead watched a strange video of a guy making a kind of realityshow out of the insects in his terrarium and also a video of chemistry guy making stuff.