Today I cleaned the house where me and Shino lived for the past four months before we left to travel. I just cleaned the entire time. For a long time I called with zeger and talked about his life affairs, banalities and about love. I also finished the audiobook of ‘artificial hells’ by Claire Bishop. Hilde, the landlady, was pestering me a lot about small things in the house and that was tiring but she is nice. That is basically all meaningfull things I did. I also started reading an essay ‘we’ve never had sex’ by Oxana Timofeeva. Im only 8 pages in but it is an egaging read that makes me want to have sex and live more conciously in the future. Still thinking a lot about Shino and Daria and sometimes a bit overwhelmed by the sudden practical turn of my life that is interchanged by a strong sense of melancholy. I did a lot of rescearch on how to best go to Estonia in two weeks and booked flight tickets (its not on the blog yet but ive been selected for a summer school in two weeks :)) After this I wrote. I can feel myself being sucked into the cycle of digital consumption once again. I was so happy to be away from it a bit but when im in this context it is hard to escape it. Nonetheless I will fight it. FIGHT ON………………………………………….