Yesterday I left Berlin at 3am in the night. The day before I mostly cleaned my house, saw Tosia from Roffa briefly (she happened to be in Berlin and we had a coffee in the garden of KW), and then hung out with june all evening and night. We ate a kebab and had a heated conversation in which we both got pretty worked up but then arrived at a very intense conversation about our differing life philosophies and wether one deserves life or should kill themselves. Later we went out for a very nice coctail before taking a nap (we fell asleep holding hands) and waking up to say goodbye. I am really happy she stayed with me for that.

The travel was kind of rough at night but everything went smoothly and today I spent my first full day here. I first biked to the nearest postal building to send the ABA keys that I fogot to leave behind…. typical. Then biked a long time to the nearest shop and back. Then spent all afternoon by the pool. writing, reading, swimming naked. I felt SO GOOD. It feels so luxurious to have so much silence, space, sunlight and water. There is a greenhouse here with fresh vegetables and eating this high quality food also feel so incredibly good. I really had some sense of physical extacy today. Being so in my body en feeling my body being nurtured by my enviroment and growing stronger. So virile! Tomorrow Lennert is coming aswell so that will be really nice.