SHINO IS BACK :):):):):) ♥♥♥

I woke up early to go meet shino at bxl-midi. I was quite nervous. In the end she had to wait in line for 3hours to get her passport checked so i met her at bxl-airport. When we saw each other we jumped into each others arms and kissed. Immediately we started talking and kissing each other often. I sometimes find it hard to hear all her stories from nyc but then also remembered how good i have had it in the past time. At maison des arts there was some bullshit bc the curator is terrible at her job qnd after that. We ate, sat in a prk and talked about the future, how we experienced being ‘open’ in the past time, and other personal things. There is a lingering sense of insecurity abt sex from my side in some moments but im not tripping abt it, especially since the energy we were sharing was really good. And in the end I dont doubt that things have played out really like they were supposed to. In the evening we made spring rolls amd spent a lot of time in my room. It was really fun, sexy and emotional. I could go into a lot more detail about what we talked about and how i was feeling but I want to keep this for myself. GRATITUDE. HONESTY. LONGEVITY.