What is my legacy going to be ?????

Today I worked in the garden digging a pond until noon. After eating I worked and went to the city to deliver my old internet router and the letter for Daria. I listened to a lot of interesting podcasts and have been thinking a lot about my position, artmaking, this blog, … I realised that what I’m trying to do is not neccessarily trying to make the best possible art career for myself but more trying to demonstrate a life that I am attempting to live fully and in a meaningful way. There is a big difference between the two. Im really quite tired and dont feel like going on too long.