09/11/2024

Zeger stayed over for the night. Before, we met on the train to Ghent and went to the sauna together. We were in there for a long time and it was really really so amazing. Also just doing it together is really nice. Zeger is still really lost in this time and the sauna did him well. I woke up at 6am and had a full workday behind me so it was also super super nice. Afterwards we walked to golds listening bar, a really beautiful bar, and drank white Vermouth. On the way I saw Laurian and got to know her friend a little bit. She is also from waregem and a data scientist. We agreed we would drink something together in Waregem in the future.

For me these days are really empty. I have so little time to do anything besides work and learning japanese. I am kind of jealous of my friends and of shino who are in places who have so much to do. It makes me scared that shino is coming back in a few days also, I dont know why. We have been appart so much in the last few months i am getting really tired of it. I am longing a lot for her and sometimes I get the feeling she is always just busy with other things. At the same time I know thats not really true and I just want to vent a little. I am doubting wether I should describe more of what my job is like but it is not worth the effort. Its fine however.