How to channel your faschist id ?

in life you can choose either power or love, you cannot choose both
– a part time philosopher –
Picture from a book by Ludo Mich
Today the first thing I did was write an apology, after that I met Bram and we talked about my thesis, fascism and many other things like mushroom reindeer piss that works like a drug apparently. I went swimming with shino and we were playing and giggling a lot. After that we went to a book fair where my book was also supposed to be but it was not yet ready. It was really interesting and beautiful fair. Yesterday I decided I would try not to form any opinions for a month, not good nor bad, just looking. Today I found out that that is really hard when you are simply amazed by things you see. It was a very beautiful day underlined by everything that happened yesterday. It is something I constantly think about and also don’t want to forget.