Unconventional love

Today I went to check out zeger and marks PAC (partytent art centre) tryout, its a cool concept and I would like to participate/contribute to it. Afterwards I was feeling very down because I felt a lot of distance between mark and me, our friendship is in a very passive place right now and that saddens me. As a consequence I felt very isolated all of a sudden. I talked to Lennert about it and he told me I should just talk to mark about it and he is right. After that I talked to honore aswell and I felt a bit better, after that I was explaining how I felt to shino and as I was saying that I missed to spend time with people like flore she walked in and we 3 spent some time. After that I went to a performance of Jakke and his girlfriend(I forget her name damn). It was very beautiful and it reminded me that it is in fact worth it to do and present random things. quantity over quality. I went there with zeger and him, flore me and shino ended up eating together and then Kevin also came. It was a really chill evening giving me pretty much what I was missing. I really need to direct my life a bit more actively again.