Today I took the day to go into nature. I went to hellsee. There i walked around, climbed a crazy tree, made a lot of noise with my vocal cords and cried a little and then walked a long time around the lake on my bare feet. It was extremely necessary to come to grips with the reality that is my life. It is beautiful and scary. I had such a strong sensation that a new phase of my life has truly started. I have said this a lot in the past, but the past year all of a sudden frlt like a long transition period into what is really starting now. Has started already. I went home, ate some and now i am writing this while waiting for friends to arrive to go to a party for which xristina put me on the guestlist. First party in berlin. Lets see. It says its house music so i dont know yet … (TWO DAYS LATER : The party was not that fun, but fine)