Today I woke up feeling much much lighter than yesterday. I woke up and started talking to my housemate N for a while and then A also woke up and we spent most of the morning hanging out and talking to each other. Then I ate and called XR, made this, then N invited me to a barbecue that happened to take place att M’s house so I called M to ask if she would be there. She told me she was working all day/night and told me to come over to the cafe where she works. So I did and worked/read a bit there. Then went home, meditated and ate something small real quick before N came home and we rushed to the barbecue. It was all people I didnt know and strangely enough that made me feel very comfortable hahaha. I have been conditioned for this. N and me decided we would act as if I was her new boyfriend and so for a long time that evening we pretended. It was really funny and also quite cute. Some people properly fell for it. I had a great time. N and me were the last to leave. We biked home and there we smoked a cigarette on the balcony and talked about love and life for a long time longer. Then I went to bed. A really fulfilling day, just like the one before. I feel connected to people.