This day started with cleaning a bit and then having a call with Zeger. All of a sudden I had such an intense feeling of being homesick. For the first time I can remember in so many years I was feeling so homesick. Just such an intense need to be a part of the friend group that is actually my foundation. The ones I spent years with. I have been away from them for so long and here I am spending so much energy on people who I will never be friends with in that way. It was really quite an intense feeling. I decided i would go outside, I had planned to meet with Xristina anyway. I biked to a really cute cafe close to where we were meeting and wrote a bit. When she showed up we got an icecream and went to tempelhoferfeld where we were looking at and talking about carl jungs red book and the page that I got. It was really nice. I was going to an Opera with Nelli and Margareta at 20h and when I checked the way I realised too late that I had to bike 40mins. I biked the hardest ever and stormed in exactly at 20h. Then they told me ‘ITS OVER’ and people started pouring out of the doors. It started at 18h. I went to a bar with Nelli and Margareta and we had such a fun time. It was so nice and genuine♥. Then I went together with Nelli to visit Vanda and some of her friends in a bar and that too was soooo nice. The day turned out so positive and I feel im getting to know Nelli a little and that makes me very happy.