Today I cared for shino because she was still sick, I read Zegers thesis and he read mine. His was really good and it made me realise that mine is still very far from being ‘good’. Afterwards I was frustrated about myself. Why is seeing and experiencing all this beautiful and inspiring art in such a rich world not enough for me ? why do I want to do it aswell and do it better ? It is so ridiculous. Why do I have to prove myself instead of just picking lifes fruits and enjoying them for what they are ? It is also beginning to sink in that I might actually move to rotterdam and make a life there, it will not be easy. I went to see D.E.B.S with zeger and margot, a super funny movie, one of the funnest ive seen in a long time. After that I met jakke in de Fatima to talk about the ‘a history’ work. He agreed to work on it with me and talking to him gave me an idea about opening this work up not only to him, but to the public at large. It could become a beautiful thing. After that Margot invited me to show it on an event she is organising in her living room in which see wants people to share work that is not yet finished. It perfectly alligned with my new impression for my work and it also occured to me that that is actually a very fresh thing to do, Ive not seen anybody organise this kind of thing here in Ghent.