I woke up in Nana’s bed because puck and fin were sleeping in mine. I read a bit from the I ching and soon joined them in bed. We hung out there for a while and laughed a lot. Then we got up and cooked a bit and just sat around doing kind of nothing. Out of everyone I know they are some of the most skilled at doing nothing. That is a truly phenomenal skill. The day before I had become quite overwhelmed bc I was hosting umi before and was seeing fin for the first time in months and I wanted too much for myself. This sunday was really great to calm me down and just be with them. After they left I ate, tried to edit some stuff but did not really succeed, and just generally kind of did nothing in a way that was quite fulfilling. In the evening I invited C to pass by and she did. The first moments we both felt a sense of estrangement that melted away quickly. We hung out at my place and then I joined her to hers. I felt really comfortable that evening. Maybe for the first time comfortable to such an extent. And I see it in her too, it is really beautiful.