Today I woke up fairly early, Studied Japanese, showered and went to meet Vera. It was strange to see her in real life after a while of not seeing her. I felt very clearly that I hadnt been thinking about her so much, but that there was still a lot of thinking/feeling I had to catch up on. It made me happy to see her. We had a good time. We laughed about moving trough the liminal zone in which the pain of the situation can feel kind of pleasurable. like bdsm haha. Afterwards I ate and called a while with fio, puck and simon. Very funny call hahaha. Then shino texted me saying she was near my house. We shared a cigarette in my garden for a while and talked about random stuff, it was also nice. Then I went to work, ate and made this.