This video is a tryout mask that I made and the eyes are showing a video of a mouse being toyed around with by a cat. The mouse probably died some time after the video ended. It is a pretty obvious video, just watching, not doing anything else, watching two displaced, domesticated animals kill or die

Today I slept long at Seba’s place. When we woke up we drank a coffee and talked for a bit before me and mark headed out. On the train home I listened to a podcast about colonialism and science. When home I ate something, dressed for work and helped my dad and the neighbour plant the poles and borders of the fence that will divide their gardens. After this I took a nap and it was dinnertime already. I ate dinner, made the videos for today and yesterday and watched Fantastic mr. Fox. I truly enjoyed the movie, its one of the best movies ever for real. I kind of got trears in my eyes when the wolf raised its fist. Its so absurd and beautiful and the whole movie is kind of like this and it is so human while being about not being human. It is crazy. After I finished I saw that shino had called me. I called back and she picked up. It was a brief convo mostly about practical stuff. For some reason I got really anxious all of a sudden. It feels kind of like we are not together anymore at this point because we have not seen each other for so long and I am really anxious things will have ‘changed’ for either her or me. And she does not seem to care/be worried about this and is not really thinking about conciously taking time together but I feel I need it just to connect and maybe fall in love again a bit.